Keep Calm and Carry On

I am working hard at staying calm and carrying on as my body decides what plumbing arrangement it will choose.  Will there be two exits or one?  Will I have to wear one bag or two?  It is not the most comfortable place and I also find myself more and more in acceptance  of the lack of control I have over what will happen.  I'm sure moments of frustration will come and I am bound and determined for them to be moments and not weeks or months. 

At the same time it is a visually curious process to watch as the tissue at each hole changes in both height and diameter on a daily basis.  Yesterday I started on clear fluids.  I will see how my body responds to this and hopefully keep calm and carry on :)

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