God damned I feel fatigued. My head is swimming in these thoughts. I feel like my head is in a white fog constantly searching for an answer to these questions. Searching for a plan to get me from where I now... a place with no solid agreed upon plan to get me from eating and drinking nothing to a place where I am eating and drinking again. A plan based on data and clinical experience that passes the gut check of an engineer. This fog is uncomfortable... I can't see the yellow center line of the road... I don't know if I'm on the right side or the wrong side.
Hopefully I'll get more answers on Monday when my head surgeon returns and he'll be able to pull the teams together and give me a plan with some assurances that it will work and an explanation for my engineering mind on why it will work.
Dan and Company
We got this... This has been the mantra of Dan's friends and family as they help him navigates a difficult medical rodeo ride. This blog contains entries from Dan as well as his friends and family.