A note about the title of this blog... [Dan]

Out of the blue I found myself in the hospital and in three months have had 9 surgeries, 5 procedures, just about died 3-4 times and spent six weeks in the hospital... all because of an apparent congenital aneurism that burst and bled into my abdomen.  I am not a religious person.  I don't understand how or why such a benevolent god would visit such things as cancer on infants and children... so in lieu of no god to curse I am left with the uncertain, haphazard and beautiful thing called life to curse.